Hey marine =] this is a special somfin for you

HI MARINE.
I know your not in a good mood right now. but i hope you read this sometime when your on the comp. I LOVE YOU LOADS. and your the bestest friend a girl like me could ask for, (celine you too xD). I hope you are feeling better now. and yes.. even thought u keep saying u didnt care for me today when i was sick wif my headache u cared so dearly and im really happy about that. MARINE i hope theres nothing blocking our friendship, and nothing ever will. i wish that our friendship (including celine) would last forever and ever until we perish.
So marine. I just want u to know that me and celine loves u alot. And we will treasure you
as our bestest friend. (since you are our bestest friend)
I LOVE YOU . pls feel better

xxxxx
Joyce

Terrible...

OMG.. yesterday on friday.. there was a science test which i think i failed..
since i missed atleaset.. 5 questions!! ARGH.. I cant believe the teacher
seperated me from sitting with my friends in da TEST>.. i hate ms ryans.
that total ****. She cant even talk properly which dat freakin ass acscent.
but it was kinda funny at da end cos i was asking celine about a question... not by talkign
by hand gestures.. We were laughing our heads off.. haha.a Ms ryans wasnt looking
so we were playing haha. and at the end.. since i was so depressed i missed so many
questions.. since im suppose to be good at science cos last year all of my tests i Got A"S for science...
I got a black muji pen and started to slit my wrist...It didnt hurt as much as.. failing
on a science test.. I am so embarassed.. ARGHH. my brother is going to tease me now and show off with his scores from yr 8..uhh..
I wanderr who he likes... PLEASE>>>> be me.. well.. i hope hhahaha.
Its good lahh.. I've been talking to him recently on da internet.. :) we never talk in school.
It was fun lahh. But he just went on for a few minutes sometimes. since he had to sleep
and wake up early. x]
SO MUCH HMK to do.. i hate hmk.. so annoying.. WHY do we have to have hmk.. i wish
we just have class work to do..
anywayz ttyl

xxx
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Been so busy =[

Ahhh .. I miss blogging. IM so sorry i havent written in AGES..
thats becos i didnt have enough time. and i wasnt really bothered
cos i was too lazy.. :)
CAS week wasnt that bad afteralll.. but some stuff sucked really bad...
I still dont know who he lyks...I hope its me.. but dont think so..
ARGHHH.. i totally want to know..Just realised Marine was just messing around
telling me stuff that was all a lie (atleast i think so)
And marine.. BFF's are suppose to tell the truth, not to stab people in the back
and carry on lieing.. that wat ENEMIES doo.. r ppl u dont like.. r not even ANYONE.
I hope you understand what im trying to say here, I would never ever do that.. well
i might joke around first but yea.. i would always end up saying that it was all for fun..in like.. 5 min... so it wont get serious...AND YES>. All the things you told me.. has came crashing
down on me.. !!The worst thing is that .. now if i think of him.. its just like carrying
a heavy burden on my shoulders! And.. if he ignores me.. and breaks my heart..Im going to
feel even worse since the things u told me made me like him even more...
So.. just please tell me the truth. and dont lie..
Hahahha This sounds so miserable up there, I TOTALLYY want to know who he lyks..
i sound so desperate...
I hope he tells me..
TTYL..

Sorry Guyz =[

Im so sorry i havent written anystuff for 11 DAYZ
the pass few days were totally awesome.. wel some bits i guess
1 week ago my school (sha tin college) went to a swimming competition with other schools.
Since im in the swimming team i got to go join the competition. It was SO FUN.
My .... was there so i was really really happy. I got 3rd place in my heat and i got 5th place overall for 200M IM. and we came 4th in the 4x50m freestyle relay team. and i got .. 4th for 100m freestyle!! YAYYY . Since there are 2 days of competition on school days i was happy heheh. and on friday the last day of da swimming competition. My swimming team includes Me, Ming Xi, Pinky, Angel, Katie, Christie, Vicky, Tiffany, Mike, Jack, Jason, Fahim and.. some other ppl which i forgot. Well on friday Me angel tiffany mike jack and jason went to Mc Donalds. IT WASS HILARIOUS...cos Jack bought one Mc Grill burger and later on he bought ANOTHER BIG MAC> hahaha. we called him the ....Big but fast, becos he eats huge stuff and finishes it SO FAST. Mike ordered.. 2 CHEESE BURGERS... -sigh.. typical brothers... I ordered 1 sausage muffin which took me ages to finish, angel ate 2 chicken wings.. and.. something else~ Tiffany ate 9pcs of chicken nuggets and cheese burger (WOAHH) and i forgot.. what jason ordered.... WHOOPS also Katie ordered a mcgrill set and dat took her SOOO LONGGG... to eat.. hahhahaha. While everyoen finished she just finished eating her burger.. and then she had to eat the Potato wedges ..after 20 min.. she started drinking her orange juice.. ahhahahaa. Since we had 1 hour left and ms hanley didnt arrive yet we ran to the Jumping Gym and bought loads of coins and started to play with the coin machine xD Jack then saw this Guy Pushing the machine and loads of coins ran out. he was like in chinese' we could ask that guy to help us shake the machine!!' and we started to burst out laughing .!! hahaha. Thne later we went to the bball game and then we played this ball game xD which u had to pull thise trigger thingy mahbob. and then it shoots the ball out into this turning circle thing. and if it drops into a colour hole then u get tickets xD! hahah we spent ages there. and we then quickly ran back to the Ma on Shan swimming pool . Once we were there we were like the only ones which are HYPER. haha .wel..... Yea. thats all im going to write about the what i did section ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
So now im going to talk about .. My crush~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Well.. I really like him.... And I still dont know who he lyks.. and its kinda annoying... I wish he lyks me.. well.. i hope . i dont know what to say now.. well my friend (cant tell u the name) says that he mightl lyk a girl called Katie... and i was so sad...Later on .. like yesterday.. she told me that my crush liked me in Yr 7 and i was like OMG>> SHITTT.... and i didnt really believe her..soo.. i guess i have to ask him myself now... !! Yeahh. . miss him loads right now cos its the half term holz.. =[ I LOVE YOUUUU. wel anywayy yea.. i got to stop my fingers .. are like noodles rightn ow.. welll. yea... ill give u more info when im backk .kk BYE

Im 12 baby. :)

YAYY. im finally 12 yrs old
It was great chilling out in festi and sha tin. it was TERRIFIC.
we went to spaghetti house for tea and we went insane on the 5th or 6th floor in
Sha tin. hahaha. we got told off cos we were playing the the mall. Stupid man. hahah.
So happyyyy. i love the presents i got. it ROCKED
hahaa.
I loved Celines present. it was 3 art books .from small - large. xD hahah
Im going to use it so muchhhh.
I LOVE YOU GUYZ celine marine hannah holly xD
Kinda sad.. cos my crushhh didnt say happy birthday to me.. =[
Ahh nevermind... life goes onn hahaha
IT WAS SO FUNNN IN C"S place for da sleepova. we had PIZZA HUT for lunch so yummy
and we had pasta in the night. mmmm and we watched the Taxi movie. SO FUNNy
hahahah. loved it..
This is the greatest 2 days of MY LIFE>. well... i think for this year hahah.
exaggerrating to muchh. well yea
got to go off now. do my english hmk on the brochure
I FORGOT ABOUT IT.. shoot hahha . so
g2g now love u guyz. and da other guy hahah
kk byezz

I feel sick....

Sorry guyz i didnt upload alot of stuff lately
But yeaaa.. xD
Ifeel reallly bad telling my crush that i like him...
i think he's trying to prevent me now... Probably thats becos
i told him i like him logn long tme agoo....
Which is prettysad... My heart is crumbling down right now...
No one can mend it, except HIM :(
I hope he knows how i feel and make me feel better.
I dont mind if he doesnt like me right now... but i hope he does later on
I feel like mylife is going to come crashing down on me... and after that
i wont have anything i could keep myself...
I know lots and lots of girls who also like him.. which makes me even worse
in my situation... I feel like im at the end of the line waiting for him.. when all
the other girls come runnign for him, pushing and budging me off until im all
alone in the dark....
I hope that all isnt true.

sighhh

HAIHYAA... i shouldnt' have told him that i liked him..
now ... i feel really bad... and sad
MARINE.. you told a lie..